December 2009
30 posts
I have the best friend in the world. Sometimes she doesn’t makes the right decisions, but I know her heart is in the right place. If something bad happens to one of us, it happens to the other too. I mean, not literally, but it’s kind of like the whole, “you date one of us, you date the whole family” type of thing. I’m hurting inside for her, and for myself as well....
“Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger...”
– Taylor Swift
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
I know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing. Through every dark night, theres a bright day after that. So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out, keep ya head up…. and handle it.
I am confused and frustrated.
still hurts when you don’t say “i love you”
If you’re reading this, let me know. Tell me your deepest secret.
I miss you,
I hate you,
I love you,
I can’t be without you,
I miss the sound of your voice,
I wish you would call,
I wonder if you hate me,
I still think about you all the time,
I wonder if you ever think about me,
I miss watching Family Guy and South park with you every night,
I wonder if you miss it too,
I wish for you to come back every 11:11, still hasn’t come true,
...
“I hope you like your men sweet and polite
I thought I was done with telling you...”
– griffin house
My life is annoying, I just want to run away.
My To Do List.
Wash sheets
Clean room
Eat breakfast
Clean family room
Get dressed
Put on makeup
Take out the trash in the bathroom
Wrap Momma’s present
Organize my closet
Make my bed
Vacuum
My cousins are almost to my house, well.. not really, but anyway. And I’m listenin to Julia Nunes. My day is goin pretty good so far. Lets not do anything to screw it up.
Sometimes Melissa and I are psychic. Can’t believe how close it is to Christmas! Justin Bieber is lame. And.. my life is becoming kinda awkward. Haha.
I don’t really know how I’m supposed to feel anymore. Everyone is sending me mixed signals, and I hate it. I don’t talk to the people that I really wish I could anymore, and people are starting to break promises more then they’re keeping them. What am I supposed to do? Why won’t anyone just give me a sign? Is it so much to ask to get a random phone call from you once...
Hallelujah, hallelujah, God bless the child who suffers Hallelujah, hallelujah, God bless the young without mothers This child is homeless, That child’s on crack One plays with a gun, while the other takes a bullet in his back This boy’s a beggar, That girl sells her soul They both work the same street, The same hell hole Hallelujah, hallelujah, God bless the child who suffers...
Some kids have and some don’t And some of us are wondering why Mom won’t watch the news at night There’s too much stuff that’s making her cry We need some help Down here on earth A thousand prayers, a million words But one voice was heard A house, a yard, a neighborhood Where you can ride your new bike to school A kind of world where Mom and dad Still believe in the golden...
I don’t know why I find it so difficult to find time to write in my blog anymore. I hope I did good on my finals. I’m kinda nervous. Oh, can I ask you somethin?
Why do you like to sing so much?
Happy now?
I hate studying. ):
I is talking to Stephen/Stephens/Sta-he-van/Tephensay/Mi mejor amigo.
Today was great. Until you slip on the ice and break your hand in half. Ugh, stupid black ice.
Don’t tell me you have no intention of leaving, if you’re just going to leave anyway.
“well the way you pull the fuzzys from my sweater
doesn’t make up for the...”
– Julia Nunes
I is bored in history.. ):
Some people are really irritating.
I hate that I’m losing everyone who’s really important to me.
You hurt me more then you will ever know, and you won’t know because you won’t listen. I hate you for hurting me, but I’m not going to cry. I’m too strong to let that happen.
Worst day of my life.